Mind:"I am abstruse"

Does your mind ever go on an extremely dumbfound, nonchalant and bewildering journey all at once in the most unearthly hours?

Does your mind ever get into a situation where you can't decide what is right and what is wrong, an absolute dilemma?

Does your mind ever force you to reevaluate upon certain decisions in life?

Well yes, my mind is often wandering around all these questions all day long.

So here I pen down my baffled emotions:

 

I wonder about uncertainties in my head
Often as I lay on my bed
A lava of thoughts erupted like a volcano
To some of which my heart said an absolute 'NO'!

Musing about the unexplored opportunities, clear and loud
Sounded astonishing, without a doubt
Out of blue, wobbling conundrums sauntered my mind
Although as a person they taught me to be humble and kind

A plethora of thoughts, masked the reality
As I often questioned my future's ambiguity
The most subtle thing I know, my brain
To the broker of my ideas,I habitually see you bargain

Pondering over my disposition, cryptic and enigmatic
Made my thoughts simultaneously fickle and static
My mind at times was viscous as snow
But I'll forever remain indebted, you helped me grow!



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