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Wrongly felt right

 A plethora of emotions pedestaled by a human heart, unable to put forth the feelings because the aftermath is difficult to be of a part. My fear wasn't wrong however, there was no option but to settle for what life had. Bitterly sweet has now become my favourite oxymoron. Go through this piece to know how a heart aches craving for the deserved piece:   Not everything you go through can be explained Because often the repercussions are difficult to be contained At times even filtered feelings don't feel right But you never know, without expectations, the other day might be utterly bright Ambiguous uncertainties hit me hard When to the people in my life, I began to safeguard Sometimes it felt wrong to leave the stone unturned But a paradoxical instance sensed a feeling of being unconcerned Never did I see solitude as such an abstruse sentiment However experiencing it infused a sense of detachment Narcissistic never appeared so positive to me Until recently it became my 'the...

Silence: Am I audible?

Often when I am frustrated, I choose to be silent rather than uttering out what I consciously don't mean. Silence in my opinion has had two sides, the flip side being more visible whereas the visible side being more fabricated.  Knitting my emotions into words gave me this beautiful piece: As a mother gives birth to her child Expected is the loudest cry, not mild Happiest is the mother when she heard her child whine Utter silence of the child sends chills down the spine At times when you got things to keep I wonder if silence portrayed something deep Word in itself gives numb vibes To everyone, be it any tribe   To the ones for whom silence has been companion, life long Who haven't even heard the melody of a song Ask them the importance of slowest chatter Cuz sound to them is what ultimately matters.

Reality: Masked

Knitting my thoughts into words made me realize that a simple mask could mask the reality of the world. That's how it came out: From wearing me at the birthday party because you feel I am very arty!   I am blessed with the ability to camouflage Decluttering me paves the path to sabotage   Unearthing me can lead you to contour which might lighten you with things so obscure   Initially I was to portray emotions But the human race adopted me for different notions   To being on plethora of faces "Can't divulge my favorite one", the mask embraces.  

Chai:My unearthly companion

You have been my favourite since I don't know when! Be it anytime of the day, you have been with me through it all. From helping me wake up early to helping me survive through late nights you have always been my loyal friend. That's how you helped me through: Giving a glance to my copper kettle  In my favorite mug, while the world still settles To the chai I wake up to every morning I already have the half of you  while I am still yawning   When my mind is all at sea Only thought that pops up"brew up a tea!" The lingering aroma embalms my soul absconding my melancholy,as a whole   To my useless tedium, the best way out Always my favourite without a doubt You apparently grew up in a wilderness But your propensity to enshrine my disposition,so finesse

Second home:School

Walking down the memory lane, my school journey has been like a roller coaster! From entering the school premises, holding mum's hand and crying out loud only because I felt I was being put to a completely different environment to wearing the grey skirt and white shirt for one last time, walking briskly all around the school with eyes full of tears. Sounds so ironical, crying while entering and sniffling while I experience it for one last time! Tears of joy, a wide smile for all I had learned in these 14 years and a heavy heart because it was time to say the final goodbye to the building where I left a part of me! Here's a small poetry which sums up my brimming emotions: Polished shoes and heads held high All of us walked giving high five Pressed shirts and tidy hair No more afraid of the teacher's glare Oh dear school days,where are you? Fourteen years the building which appeared troublesome The last day it looked handsome! The walls which helped me overcome my fears At th...

Mind:"I am abstruse"

Does your mind ever go on an extremely dumbfound, nonchalant and bewildering journey all at once in the most unearthly hours? Does your mind ever get into a situation where you can't decide what is right and what is wrong, an absolute dilemma? Does your mind ever force you to reevaluate upon certain decisions in life? Well yes, my mind is often wandering around all these questions all day long. So here I pen down my baffled emotions:   I wonder about uncertainties in my head Often as I lay on my bed A lava of thoughts erupted like a volcano To some of which my heart said an absolute 'NO'! Musing about the unexplored opportunities, clear and loud Sounded astonishing, without a doubt Out of blue, wobbling conundrums sauntered my mind Although as a person they taught me to be humble and kind A plethora of thoughts, masked the reality As I often questioned my future's ambiguity The most subtle thing I know, my brain To the broker of my ideas,I habituall...